Thesis..one week more…to summit

September 24th, 2007

Sept. 24 2007::10.05 pm::City Campus Library

huhuhu…stress…stress…stress…i have about one week to complete my thesis…so many things to be done…got to re phrase my chapter 1,2 n 3…got to add on some more materials in chapter 2…well..so many things to put in the appendix… (poyo…nothing much actually)….

well…well…I have no mood today to start writing chapter 5…mmm…so scared…but still not work on it…why?????…..

ok…ok…think positive….someone always tell me that…ok..ok…less than 2 weeks I’ll be going back to celebrate hari raya at my hometown…after that viva n exams…and then practical…then…I can say gud bye to UTHM,,,say gud bye to Parit Raja…say gud bye to Batu Pahat…no more ayer itam…no more dating with my hubby at BP Mall, Summit, kedai pokok besar…bla bla…so many places la…including say gud bye to KMS…our fav kedai mamak..ahaks….not forget kedai 25 jam…

ok… ok…. be patient….I have to wait a little bit more to finish my master… (master in edu…)….master in edu = kpli = diploma pendidikan…how sad…huhuhu

mmm…k…got to go…this library will be closed in few minutes more…hate to go home (umah sewa) actually…well…it’s nothing..it just …I feel comfortable lepak2 in the library…feel peaceful…no ******….no *****…(***** = tuuuut….)…x paham ek…x pe..abaikan je…forget about it…hahaha

k…Mar…struggle….struggle to be all u can be…well..kata nak lulus je..so dun be so tense…do with the effort nak lulus je..hahaha..hampeh…eleh…sape2 yg dapat A pun tuk tesis ..still working in politeknik gak…hahaha…ok ok ok…tu sume ayat pesimis…ayat org sakit hati…ok Mar..be neutral….neutral as u were before….

ok…I’m going back in a few minutes…solat….lepak2 for a while layan perasaan… n then start to work on chap 5…risau2…this part is the part I have to show my kesarjanaan…hampeh je la…he told me chap 5 is so easy to do…according to him la…not me…kalau la I can be like him…mesti dah lama siap keje…anyone who can help me do chap 5??…anyone…??…anyone??….(..)…no one…uhuk…

k…pening dah kepala…sakit kepala otak pk master ni…it’s ok…for a sake of my ambition to be a teacher…I’ll do it…do it my best…do it for my parents…do it for myself…..I’ll be a gud teacher one day and I’ll serve to my nation…

so guyz…plz pray for me…I need ur prays…and I’ll pray for u too…kita grad sama2 k…bye…

~Mar~