Nothing much to say…

April 6, 2008 :: 8.07pm :: in my bedroom

hello…
mmm…the same problems occurred in my life…no change at all… family problem+ financial problem+posting problem… hmmm…nothing much to say…no need to elaborate all the stuff…hmm…to much sigh..moan…lament…hmmmm (hahaha…all of them are the same meaning)

I have to be patient.. must do a lot of prayers…must do a lot of effort…so that my life will change …forever…to make a better life is not so hard,right???is it??? noooo…life is sooo hard…but it is for the losers only…to lazy people…to people who are always like to give up and stop trying too soon or not trying good enough…

well…stop talking nonsense… i am not a motivator…huh…i have to motivate myself first, then i can motivate others…sooo….i am reading a lot of motivation books right now…just to gain my self-esteem back…i borrowed all that books from shah alam library… what i can say about the books…mmm…they are so greaaattt… all the contents are so inspiring… make me believe that i am actually a better person than i am thinking right now…the authors show me that we have to trust ourselves and we have to control our mind…mind is so powerful…we can’t imagine what our mind can do…when we use our both conscious and sub conscious mind in the right way… we will find out that we are all can be a superheroes and we can make our life become so meaningful and not only that…we can change the world to be a better place to live…can u imagine that??….great huh??

there a lot of good phrases  in that books that give me strength… inspiration and can guide me to the correct path in my life… unfortunately i didn’t copy down the good phrases…huh…rugi betul…

well…now i am reading "Breathing Alive". This book shows us that it is actually not so difficult to understand when we come to realise that we all have just one thing in common - the element of air…nice huh…

mmm…it has been almost 1 month i dun write anything in my lovely diary??? why??? mmm…dun know…may be i just getting bored to keep expressing my bad feelings, my sorrow to the unliving thing…is that the truth reason?? what a lame…

k…got to go… got to translate from BM to BI of a thesis for my friend’s sister… doing the thesis about  the application of the peacock motive in the resist textile.. . interesting final year project…and i have seen her batik…so nice…i told her that i’ll do my best…dun expect too high from me…since my English is "so-so"… anyway, i am trying to do my best..she is too busy finishing the project and she doesn’t have much time to concentrate on the writing/report part…nothing much to do at home now..so i help her..no big deal…k…arios…hey guys…keep blogging…i am too bored  watching online movie everyday… uhuk… check out this cool website…u can watch any korean/japan dramas /movies and anime in it…just name it… it is so cool…and i spend my whole day watching online movie from there..try it out… www.crunchyroll.com   and thanks to my beloved friend, Sarah who gave me this link… i owe her so much..thanks dear…chaw…

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