What About Math…
25th September 2008::JMSK::1.54pm
This post is dedicated specially to all my students….for those who read my blog…ada ke???huhuhu
Math… I love math so much…but I don’t say that I am really good in Math or I’m so genius in this subject… even I don’t get a good result in add math in SPM although my Modern Math was A1…
As time goes by…I realized that I love Math so much and because of that I struggled to obtain good results in Math subjects when I was in UiTM…and Alhamdulillah I received 4 times of “Anugerah Cemerlang Matematik” in my faculty and I even received the highest award at that time (Pingat Dato’ Ali)… I am not show off with my achievement, what I am trying to say is I want to explain to you that when you have keen of something, you heart and your mind will automatically work for it. Let say if you like to cook, you always trying to make a very special dish every time you want to cook…another example…if you like to read a comic, you will read all your favorite comics (sometimes expensive comics no matter what it will cost you)…meaning to say you will do anything to get what you want to achieve if and only if you have interested in it. In other words, you won’t have any effort to get something that you don’t even like it…
What I am going to tell you is related with my students… most of them, they don’t like Math and their basics are soooo poor… now you can imagine without interest and without a good foundation in Math, they really cannot do in Math… even I gave them simple calculation (addition, subtraction, multiplication, division, fraction) …. They can not do it… even I gave them open book test also they cannot do it…
I almost cried when I see my students like this… I am so sad because they are Malays… anak bangsa aku… apa nak jadi… I know that Poli is trying to provide a place for the students “yang result SPM mmg x layak nak mtk keje” to further their studies but what really makes me feel so sad is these students don’t take full opportunity that have given by our govnmt. to study and become “someone” in future…
I helped them a lot…tp aku gak yg sakit hati balik…mmg sakit hati…try to imagine, I told them that the test will be in a week time…be prepared…as time I want to give them the test dgn selamba diorg ckp…”Cik x ready lagi…x study lagi”… that time only Allah knows my feelings… what I have done to them quite drastic and made them apologize to me but again…it happened again yesterday when I gave them Quiz…all the time (quiz) I was nagging to them and I tried to motivate to them…but I was fuming yesterday… so angry till I said something that made them stunned…
What made me so angry was…they told me “bukan x blh buat cik…malas je”… now you know what kind of students Politeknik produce… well, I am not mentioning all of them… a few of them only who have attitude problem…
Got to go… I have calculus class after this…got to do some preparation
Till then…chaw
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13 September 2008 :: 4.43 pm :: JMSK
I am in the office…doing my admin tasks… It seems that I dun have enough time to finish my works in weekdays so I have to come to the office in weekends… in fact every weekends I’ll be here…alone and sometimes with my officemates…but most of the time…alone…and every day I’ll stay back until 6 to 6.30 pm to do my works.. and even I always bring my works home almost every day… why??? He always tells me that I have to manage my time wisely so that I dun have to work in extra hour…but I tried my best and I failed to finish my works during an office hour…and I dun know why is that happened to me… I realized that others dun work like me…am I workaholic or what??? **sigh**…
Who said that being a lecturer is so easy???go to the class…ajar lebih kurang and get out from the class and your work is finish for that day…bullshit… ooops…a lecturer is not suppose to use that kind of word…hahaha…
Being a lecturer is more than go to the class…teach…and go home… if you really want to feel what is like being a lecturer…replace me for a day…then you’ll know how it feels…do you dare???hahaha…
Well….i dun mind doing extra works in extra hours…because of what…? Lillahitaala… so sometimes when people keep talking that I am so stupid mengabdikan diri pada keje lebih masa yg x dpt duit…I dun care and I dun mind….aku niat kerana Allah… in fact when I work so hard until I dun have enough time for myself … I dun mind…because I feel honored to do my work and I feel so satisfied… and I feel so happy when my students appreciate what I am doing just for the sake of their victory.. That feeling is so nice…hati aku berbunga2….and I am so glad to help others especially my students…
Too much writing… I need to mark my students’ paper… in fact the whole day I spend my time marking papers only…I have about 200 papers to look at… huh…it’s ok… sometimes when I see my students can answer my questions very well…I am smiling… but sometimes when my students cannot answer my questions at all I wonder whether they are not well prepared or I dun know how to teach them…hmmm…. Think….think…
K got to go…the time is running… oh yes…I changed my blog theme already…hope you like it…simple but nice…I like bird and I like blue colour … so a great combination… ahaks…I knew the new features in friendster after reading my friend’s blog…her blog is green in color…so nice…
Oops…the clock is ticking…chaw…
Got to to to bazaar Ramadhan in a while…got to finish some stuff…
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